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hai peeps! i haven't written in a bit so i thought id write. how's life? im doing alright. wisdom teeth are out! i now have four black holes in the back of my mouth. winnage. i've also read two and a half of the harry potter books this winter break which is no small feat seeing as i read the entire 4th book and half the fifth. good times. still haven't figured out winters. but hey, watever..... :D hannah's home, going skiing tomorrow. probably about to freeze my ass off. :D im excited. do NOT want school to start. that's gonna suck. suck BIG time. still, im kinda excited for 2011. i need a change. also, being 15 will be fun. im going to go get my permit pretty soon after my birthday. still, im scared to start driving. it's going to be soooooooo intense. and i feel like im going to break something. sounds like me right? anyways. it's kinda late so i should be getting to bed. i hope to hear from all of you soon! love you all, sonia

look it's december

wow time seems to fly. I looked up today and realized there's three days until christmas. im still pretty sure that thanksgiving hasn't happened yet. Hannah's back, my wisdom teeth are out, im SLEEEEPPPPY, but life's not too shabby. i don't know what i was going for when i started typing this. just letting the creative blogging juices flow. blogging juices. sounds like something you get when you don't wash your dreadlocks and spiders start nesting, mating, and eating your lice. . . .
dot dot dot.
wow me. im CWAZY!
happens :D

Friday

Thank gods it's a friday. I need one. Think about it: sleep, food, tv, more sleep, hanging with friends. Weekends are awesome! Even packing up the house wont be bad. band concert last night was pretty cool. I know we can play better than we did though which makes it kind of a bummer. But hey, it's alright. Had a good time pretending to know shit about World Hunger and being interviewed by alexa. But yeah... I'm excited to the power of very about the weekend. (aka a lot)

Song Lyric of the day:
Im looking at you through the glass
don't know how much time has passed
all i know is that it feels like forever
but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
sitting all alone in your head

--Through Glass by stone sour

Hmmm... :)

so im in a funny mood. My facebook status is "only 23 more days!!!" but to what i ask myself. I want a text from somebody, and a love of my life, and better hairdo. make that a hairstyle. a style is always better than a do. but you always gotta do it in style! haha. well maybe that was only funny in my head... well, i should study for the english test but i feel like whatever i get will be fine. I also feel like i shouldn't develop a sense of apathy in my first year of highschool, but it's a sort of joyful apathy i am confident i will not act on. at least for the time being. ... i got distracted in the middle of writing this and now i feel... how should i describe it.... sigh-y. not in a bad way but sighy none the less. the old chase who would talk to me and be funny would probably make me feel a tad better but he's long gone. I love all of you though.
P.S. band concert tomorrow @ 7. come. i command you
p.p.s. hug.

New Addition

We are finally (after four years of struggling with the county) adding a new addition to our house. This means: a) my entire room will be torn apart, b) i have to package up all my stuff (which is going to be a nightmare), c) have to spend 6 months in a rental house, d) move in not too far from alexa, e) i can wake up later because school is closer, f) when i get back i get a walk in closet..... so there are a bunch of benefits but im still kind of unsure about it all. I like my house and i think i'll miss the old one. and well, being woken up by the banging of hammers quite often is not pleasant. Plus moving in and packing up my room is going to have to happen when i need to be doing things like homework so ill keep you posted on how that turns out. anyways...

also, side comment. I saw Kayla from the back today and thought she was marisa because of her dyed hair. Honestly, what more could you ask for? being Asian-tastic (because aisians are the shit. I hope adria reads this. she'll appreciate it) as well as still being kayla! (i hope kayla understands that that's a total compliment)

Botherbotherbotherbother

hmmmm... list of things that bothers me:
anti-herums... all i want is one guy. why must you have 15?
people who talk when im trying to focus
people who tell me to shut up cause they're 'trying to focus' (XD hypocrit for the win! jkjk i don't          actually think either of these)
homework
annoying projects
annoying people
mr. hayes not telling us we have bio homework then realizing we have a SHIT TON and my bio book's in my locker
not knowing if i even want to go to the stomp cause it's gonna be a slut fest and im going to see some things i DEFINITELY did not want to
still kind of wanting to go
having my friend tell me to go along with the slut hut theme and that "sexy" + <insert animal name here> = perfect slut costume so i should be that
(yeah that made me go X| you're an idiot..)
bad music
missing people
that sums up my woes for the moment. Any you wish to share?

Homework

Homework is a mostly pointless and pain evoke ritual most schools employ. Without having homework i would be
a) more active
b) more musical (more practice time)
c) sleep more
d) be in a better mood (see c)
e) still be using my brain because i'd be having deep discussions with my parents instead of ditching them to do homework

I bet you can guess what im avoiding doing so i can post this XD.... o wow me.